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Saturday, March 4th, 2006
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| Time: | 11:53 am. |
| Mood: |  cynical. | | Music: | Mark. Complaining.. |
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Fine. I'll update. Then you can all stop bothering me.
Well, as you can imagine I am feeling rather betrayed right now. If you're all just going to go behind my back and do things without me, then I don't really see the point in having consulted me to start with. Well I don't. What was the point of asking me if you were already planning to do it anyway? See, pointless.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 20 or Add Your Own.
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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:01 pm. |
| Mood: |  drained. | | Music: | The Mission - Wasteland. |
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We were too late.
I don't have much more to say right now.
You should be able to find us if we're needed.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 25 or Add Your Own.
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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:32 pm. |
| Music: | Nirvana - Heart Shaped Box. |
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Uh... Hello? Anyone still out there?
-Ace
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Comments: Read 47 or Add Your Own.
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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 11:03 am. |
| Mood: |  confused. | | Music: | Riddlin' Kids - Stop The World ('cause I want off). |
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I don't quite know how to put this.... Now what is it that girl says in that movie with the strange halflings? "I want a flying glass elevator! Get me a flying glass elevator!".
No, that's not right...
"Toto, I've a feeling we're not in Kansas any more."
Conestoga Hills isn't in Kansas, is it? In fact, I don't recall ever looking up where in your world it is, I know it's somewhere in Albania (or was it America? All I remember is your continents have rather boring names) but that's about as much as I saw. I suppose that was a little stupid, but I've never needed to go more than a couple of miles from town, so why bother?
The 6th dimension isn't in great shape, even after the programmer 'fixed it', but I'm relatively safe, at least until Kilobyte figures out where I am.
More when I have time.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 63 or Add Your Own.
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. | | Music: | The Last Days Of Jesus - Paranoid Humanoid o_O. |
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Another fight with Sparx.
I don't know what's going on with her (or myself) at the moment. I'm putting any behavioural issues on my part down to stress, and worry. Lady Illusion consented to the scan, at last, but Chuck couldn't find anything wrong. So, that means the problem is elsewhere, and though I have a good idea with whom it lies I can not repeat it or someone will never speak to me again.
It's strange not to be able to speak my mind to my sidekick. It's strange not waking up in the morning to her hyperactive hullabaloo, or to have mock-battles over who gets the last slice of pizza, or who has to make the bed. Living with Lady Illusion is wonderful, it's just very... peaceful compared to living with Sparx. I guess I miss her. Even the part of her that never tidies up in the bathroom.
Lady Illusion is.. a little more relaxed after our break in Lancaster. It was good to see a smile on her face again. A genuine smile, not something she was forcing to help her pretend nothing was wrong. She really is in her element in the mortal world. I just wish I could be more a part of it sometimes, instead of having to wear masks and keep out of site lest someone notice me. But I guess that's never going to happen.
Ok, ok. I'm leaving before I depress myself. Am going to try and make dinner. Wish me luck...
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Comments: Read 62 or Add Your Own.
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:34 pm. |
| Mood: | confused. | | Music: | One More Addiction-Imbruglia, Natalie. |
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I know, another week with no updates, but things have been a little hectic.
Firstly Sparx has moved out. Not pleased about that, though I suppose it is better that she has gone to Chuck's instead of the Carnival. She seems to be enjoying it there, even though she can't really move about in case Mrs Mugal sees her. She also decided to play with the game files just ask the amulet started malfunctioning... Other than that though no major slip ups. Though I don't think she is too fond of me at the moment. We just keep... arguing. More than usual. Generally it's apparently my fault.
I can't see what she sees in Fear. All I see is a petty, selfish, egotistical... Well, you get the idea. I don't like the idea of him being around her, influencing her... I know she has a mind of her own, but he's tricky, I don't want her to wake up one day and realised she has been making the wrong decisions. I don't want her to wake up one day and discover I am right, which may seem strange, in fact it is strange. I want to be wrong, so she can be happy, but I know I'm not. So I guess I just get to sit on the sidelines and be ready to pick up the pieces.
Lady Illusion is experiencing certain... phenomenon, which is unnerving me slightly. I know I shouldn't worry, she can take care of herself and if anything was wrong she wouldn't just leave it to get worse... but I can't help feeling like... well, like I ought to be doing something. I know I can't, its a programming issue and I'm not a programmer (and she doesn't seem to want anyone poking her programming anyway). It just all feels... slightly unfair. She's only been back a couple of weeks, and just when we start to relax something else springs up to throw us.
I'm sure Sparx would have something to say about getting bored if things were quiet, though boring starts to look appealing when the opposite means someone you love is constantly in harms way or being hurt.
Mark has also been experiencing certain phenoenom, the amulet gave him superpowers for a few hours. He dosen't seem to rememer much of it, and I wasn't there until the powers started to fade, but it seems that he was gambling his life with Googler, which not a good idea. Luckily he was unharmed, this time.
Anyway. I need to go.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 114 or Add Your Own.
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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:38 am. |
| Mood: | indescribable. |
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To be honest there isn't much to update with... Anything I could put is already widely known...
I'd like to congratulate Chuck on a wonderful job, bringing Lady Illusion back and kicking Kilobytes ass. Mark too. I feel like the luckiest Lightning Knight in the world! Lady Ilusion is back, Sparx is making an effort, and thanks to Fear not being a pain in the ass we have an abudence of spare time.
I am a bit worried about Random, he was doing so well, and now... I think hitting Sprocket has really affected him. He was talking about sending him back to the sixth dimension... I don't want to do that. Or to barricade him in the Junkyard....
I guess I ought to be doing something more constructive...
-Ace
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Comments: Read 188 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 12:54 pm. |
| Mood: |  bouncy. | | Music: | From This Moment - Shania Twain. |
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Decorating is fun!
Well, more fun than moping.
Anyway, knocked down a wall so Sparx has her own 'room'. Apparently she didn't like the idea of not having a wall between where Lady Illusion and I sleep and her... Something about vocals. So, I knocked down the wall inbetween the two closets, and painted it red, then moved the bed in there. Got another bed too, and a screen, so everything is sorted... I think...
2 days. I don't know what I am at the moment, excited but nervous... and worried, but happy...
And yes, mark already gave me the lecture about not trusting the programmer, and is looking for another way to do this.
What else can I say? I don't want to drown you all in romantic mush! :p
-Ace
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Comments: Read 77 or Add Your Own.
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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:53 pm. |
| Mood: | confused. | | Music: | T-Virus - Resident Evil [4:19]. |
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My sidekick is going to second base with a walking skeleton.
I didn't need the mental images. Yet I still got them.
Someone please find me a silver lining?
-Ace
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Comments: Read 258 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 11:08 am. |
| Mood: | morose. | | Music: | Ar lan y môr. |
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I didn't realise I had forgotten so much.
Everything before I got to the Thunder Tower was a blur really... I didn't remember breaking so much of Mark's stuff... Windows, doors, fridges... and that strange exercise device (that was useless anyway). And blenders, what is with those things?
And before, I can see why Sparx was upset now. Sorry about running off, but there was just so much there that I didn't know... And with these mortal emotions, I really just wanted to sort things out in my head before I spoke to anyone.
Anyway. I just wanted to say I'm OK. Just a bit... meh. Is meh a real word? No? Ok... Well, it describes how I am.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 34 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 8:51 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. |
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Remind me to never, never go near Fear's journal again.
( At least I got some quizzes... )
You know, I agre upon everything but that dependant thing... I'm not dependant.. Am I?
Slightly bored... As you may have noticed....
I would have expected Kilobyte to have started ranting by now...
Oh well, back to gaurd duty. Hopefully shall do a better job than those zombies.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 37 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 3:57 pm. |
| Mood: | contemplative. | | Music: | The Killers - Mr. Brightside. |
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So, Rick is out and currently hidden away where Kilobyte can't get to him. Hopefully he is currently working on how to help Random, as that is the deal Chuck made him. I don't know how I feel about letting him loose with Random's program though, Rick is hardly trustworthy, but I don't think he'd be stupid enough to try anything. We're the only thing standing between him and Kilobyte right now. (Plus he seems to be kinda ill. I don't think Sparx's driving agrees with him...)
Sparx is... well, I have no idea. She's in love with skeletor, she's flirting with some random minion of Kilobyte's, she's kissing Random... She's Sparx. Nothing is ever simple with her. At least she has apologised to everyone. Especially Mark, she was really mean... I don't think Fear has been a good influence on her. She actually threatened to set Fear on Mark for a second there... Which was slightly scary... Then she asked if I would be naked hugging Lady Illusion while she was around... which caused some rather disturbing mental imagery.
Lady Illusion is still trapped, which is the next thing we have to get the programmer to work on. We have to figure out a way of getting her back here, and soon. I don't want to think of th emood Kilobyte is in right now... I don't like to think of her trapped there in a dimension he has so much control over... It scares me, which is weird to say after all these years of 'Do right, and fear not'. It's hard not to be scared when you have absolutely no control over something...
Fear is apparently having a hard time controlling his minions (which is no surprise really). They'd best not cause any trouble, or we're going to have to deal with them (which will leave him down another line of defence). And he called Chika vermin. Vermin! He's the one who needs to be exterminated.
Mark and Chuck are their usual selves (which I am very thankful for). The funeral was lovely by the way Mark, very tasteful.
Uh. Nothing more to add.
Love you all.
I think.
-Ace
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| Time: | 12:56 pm. |
| Mood: | crushed. | | Music: | Ill Nino - How Can I Live (Album Version). |
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So, has anyone else got anything they'd like to throw at me today, or are we all done?
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Comments: Read 50 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 11:23 am. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | Massive Attack - Tear Drop. |
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If someone had told me what was going to happen when I started this journal, I would have just thrown the PC away and not bothered. I mean, look at it, Sparx hates me, Chuck and Mark have been attacked through their PCs, Fear is about to pick out a semi in suburbia and start flower arranging, Random has... well. We all know who'se fault that was. Kilobyte and his minions are playing with online lists (created by mortals), and I've murdered a hamster.
This really is .. insane...
-Ace
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Comments: Read 77 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 2:33 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
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Forget the last post. They made up.
I'm going to go curl up with a book, or something until I can get the mental image of Chika's dead body out of my head.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 31 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 1:34 pm. |
| Mood: |  distressed. |
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Weeks of trying, and in the end all it takes to get rid of that skeletol spook is one comment. Why didn't I think of that earlier? Hopefully now it's all over Sparx can start getting back to normal. Not that she wasn't wonderful before, it's just now we can get back to concentrating on Kilobyte.
In worse news Chika is dead. He was so young. We ought to have a funeral, or something.
Poor, poor Chika.
-Ace
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They were kissing (yes, despite my doubts it is possible), and his hands were all over her. And I mean ALL over her (stretching limbs obviously an advantage when it comes to these things). I really didn't want, or need, to see it, and now the image is burned into the back of my mind.
Well, I'm going to have nightmares tonight.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 3 or Add Your Own.
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Sparx is spending a lot of time at the Carnival or with Fear lately. That's not a bad thing... well, except when I have been talking in my sleep. (I can't belive I said 'wuffle bunny'. Maybe she's pulling my arm?)
Fear seems to have... calmed down a lot under her influence... I haven't heard one unprovoked threat in near a week, which is unnerving me slightly. It makes me think he is planning something, which makes me worry about Sparx, which annoys the hell out of her. She suspects he has another piece of the amulet, which she trusts him with... Yeah, trusting Fear, after what he did to Lady Illusion. Has the world gone insane?
Chuck seems to have gotten in contact with Rick, though unfortunatly lost him again. At least we know he can contact us now, so we can start working on how to get him out of there. Then he can work on how to get Lady Illusion out of the 6th dimension.
-Ace
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Comments: Read 18 or Add Your Own.
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Saturday, June 18th, 2005
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All I am going to say is that Fear has no taste. No taste whatsoever.
Well, some taste, it's not that bad. But I really didn't want to know about it. Or see it.
Or see her wearing it.
Why wear it in the middle of the day? I can just imagine the fuss if Mark or Chuck had walked in... It is far too small... and red... and has lacey bits... and I really shouldn't be describing it, should I? Unfortunatly I got a pretty good look at ...it and her before my mind started working...
As it stands I am just going to be battered by Sparx if I say she dosen't look great, and by Lady Illusion if I do.
So, I am not going to say a thing. Nada. Nothing.
Where did my plans for that hermatige go?
-Ace
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Comments: Read 88 or Add Your Own.
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| Time: | 11:31 am. |
| Mood: | distressed. | | Music: | Placebo - 36 Degrees. |
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Thing just keep getting weirder, and weirder...
And then someone hands you a hamster.
No updates in 4 days, I know. I have been busy though, with trying to track down where Kilobyte's new HQ is, and trying to deal with Sparx's current... conundrum. Which is proving to be harder than I thought, I mean, how am I supposed to explain that to her? I almost enlisted Lady Illusion's help, until I realised Sparx would probably kill me for it.
Random seems to have gone off the deep end a bit, due to Fear's sniping. He's dissapeared completely, no one can seem t find him, though he could just be avoiding us all. Maybe he just needs some time to himself. Maybe he has gone to the Carnival to destroy Fear (what can I say, I live in hope). I just hope he's OK.
I'm going to back to playing with Chika.
Do right and fear not.
-Ace
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